sinkingsubmarines

A for Alina

2009-07-26T22:44:00.000-07:00

http://aforalina.livejournal.com
:o)

byebye, blogger.

optimism

2009-07-23T06:01:00.000-07:00

Thank you seniors + batchmates + juniors for all the encouragements and stuff it really works! :)

To some extent at least :)

Should I use LJ or blogger! Am so confused actually I want to change to LJ but i like blogger too *_* how.

forever i will sing of your great love

2009-07-22T01:22:00.000-07:00

" Never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about. "

shit.
i just slept for two hours and freaking screwed up my body clock!!!!!!
supposed to sleep early for teams tmr +_+
zZzZzZzZ

shine your light and let the whole world see

2009-07-20T06:57:00.000-07:00

" Wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person ; wait for the person who will be your best friend , the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one else and when they smile you know they need you. Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and a tee shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them. And most of all, wait for the person who will put you up at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong. "

20/7 - first free cab ride :>>>>>>>

just when you think the road is going nowhere

2009-07-18T07:17:00.000-07:00

had a freaking scary dream about a ghost!!! more like a nightmare. my first nightmare. it/ she had a red face and was stuck in the room with me and my sis. hell scary. am surprised i didn't wake up screaming or something. got a shock when i rmbed it's/ her face this morning zZzZzZz
now i keep imagining that it's lurking somewhere in the corners of the house.... >.> eep.
crab. better sleep earlier today.
it looks something like this:

scary or what?!?!
(actl it doesn't really look like that this looks like a man it looks more like a pontianak just that i can see the face and it's red and FREAKY WITH AN EVIL SMILE. SERIOUSLY SERIOUS.)

the moon is shining bright

2009-07-17T07:29:00.000-07:00

i freaking have 13 bruises on my legs and arms.
13!!!!!!!!!!
win yall i bet.

hm oh yes i found something that's even better than kinder bueno white!!
FRUITS :8DDD
ok maybe only >.>

so here i am still holding on

2009-07-16T09:01:00.000-07:00

lit circle is killing me it is the only hw there ever is now and it sucks seriouslyyy.
physics too. and geog. and hist. how to pass blocks when there's so many things going on?! don't even know what i've been doing these days \
teams in less than 6 days kill me now. next wk. ??!?!??!
don't even feel like i'm ready at all? hope i don't fight in prelims :/ but i think fight in finals worse? hm.
why why why why why why.
and i need $$$. how to earn sia?! shall save for half a year. maybe a year. quit spending. cut of from movies and food.
and time.
i hope time stops. can stay in sec2 forever. damn shiok.
wonder what will happen in sec3.
.....
argh don't even want to think about it.
am thinking of changing url :) but sian have to change banner again. ok maybe not then.
i think i'm becoming claustrophobic? hate enclosed places. like you're gna suffocate or something. eep. imagining getting stuck in a lift. worst nightmare ever.

I wish school started at 830 everyday.
I wish i could leap through time.
I wish i was rich.
I wish i lived in a penthouse with a rooftop garden place.
I wish i had a dog. or a cat.
I wish i was taLL.
I wish i lived in a country with four seasons.
I wish i had close neighbours.
I wish i had made the correct decisions.
I wish i had my own room.
I wish i didn't make this list now i feel so zi bei >.>

BTW, kinder bueno white is even better than the normal kinder bueno!!
wahkao this post is so loOng and woOrdy i didn't even realise.

what is love

2009-07-12T05:39:00.000-07:00

god dammit. 9 days?! where did all the time go to?!

btw, everyone should watch Absolute Boyfriend it is the cutest show everrrrr *_*

spent the whole of today watching Boys Over Flowers and finally finished :=3) wooh.

Top 4 atm:

1. Hiro Mizushima

2. Mocomichi Hayami

3. Kim Bum !!

4. Hyun Joong <3

rdm- Jerry Yan and some korean guy :)

did you regret ever standing by my side

2009-07-11T06:43:00.000-07:00

how to be a hero:
1) have a cause
2) passion/ courage
3) what you do when you're alone
4) choose your battles
5) use the right weapons

"If there is nothing worth dying for, there is nothing worth living for."

pas⋅sion [pash-uhn]
–noun
1. any powerful or compelling emotion or feeling, as love or hate.
2. a strong or extravagant fondness, enthusiasm, or desire for anything: a passion for music.
3. an outburst of strong emotion or feeling
4. the object of such a fondness or desire

thats why we'll break through

2009-07-05T03:58:00.000-07:00

wallowing in self pity :'(

2009-07-01T01:37:00.000-07:00

oh god.
don't tell me i've stopped growing?!?!

hollandV dinner +/ etc

2009-06-26T06:33:00.000-07:00

woah this is the most photos i've ever posted in one post man!!!
ate dinner at some EXOTIC restaurant in hollandV wah the food damn unique. got italian, french etcetc you wont even be able to read/understand the name of the food.
+ old pics dug up from comp was clearing hell load of pics in there.
:o)

dear Fred

2009-06-10T08:25:00.000-07:00

fred is the most annoying, the cutest, the craziest, the most spastic, the coolest person on Earth!!!!!!

kill me nowww.

2009-06-07T23:05:00.000-07:00

the weather is KILLERRRR man seriously who can survive???!!

rant rant rant (ok not really)

2009-06-04T10:19:00.000-07:00

hello everyone long time no see ^_^

finally using the comp again.

ok have quite alot of things to blog about!

BIG SORRY (haha literally) to batchmates for not going for trainings please hum-tum my mother thanks in advance!!!!! supeR irritating! can't stand her. one of the few times i miss training leh wOw even i am kindof surprised. but i bet i'll stop missing it once i'm there. oh well. it's always like that i guess :|

there are so many funny tv shows at 8pm on weekdays!! i have been watching alot of tv =8) paris and milan is still the funniest can laugh until stomach pain one. i shall blog more often like milan hahaha. beatrice/ahbeng/aunty lucy is still the funniest of all patricia mok also quite funny la. love that show. laugh of the week heiheihei.

chongqing is the best!!!!!! love him!! am addicted t hearing him on 933 now :=3) his laugh is damn contagious i tell you. hate you la stupid fat watermelon (jacquelyn teo). can't believe you took a picture with him!!!!!!! grr >.>

yay most hw done in 1st wk feel so acomplished :)

though history assignment is probably crap and revision exercise about 1/4 don't know how to do but it's okayyyyyy it's still done anyway ~_~

have been sleeping at 2am+ these few days don't really feel sleepy plus it's the only time there's quiet in the house -,= seriously. best time to do stuff. ok actl it's the only time cos the rest of the time is just.. sianDED.

haven't been going out have so many places to go :( gahhh. facebook is getting sian too. have been watching tw dramas and eating and eating and eating and no training die already.

shit shit shit i'm supposed to be doing my tuition hw only supposed to blog for 15 mins in the end 4o mins!!!! Z. ok must stop liao.

ok last thing. i'm quitting tuition next month woohoo.! feel quite bad for my teacher though she's damn nice. hope my results won't be worse heh.

bbZ :=3D

p/s sorry for longlong wordy post without pics next time hor!

american idol =8)))))))

2009-05-22T08:27:00.001-07:00

omg. adam lambert is so cute even though he is gay which makes him cooler i don't care haha i am crazyyyy.
rockerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
kris is cute too actl haha too bad he's married aw.

back to reality which is yay and nay because yay = sch is over and nay = kyu(q) grade is coming reallllllll soon which is really suckish because i am not prepared at all!! damn it.

:=3D
my new face.

Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

meteor gardennnnnn !!!!

2009-05-21T08:01:00.000-07:00

-------start crazy fan-girling----
i love Gu Jun Pyo and Jerry Yen!!!
omg!
max cuteness =8DDDD

meteor garden wooooo!
haha.

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suckZ

2009-05-19T06:21:00.000-07:00

i hate sabbaticals.
x10
x10
x10
x10
x100000

yucks.

2009-05-10T06:35:00.000-07:00

went to Vivo to do LA SIA it was hella funnyyyy :>>
long time since i took so many pictures in a day!

the rest are on fb!

had dinner with relatives to celebrate mother's day. the restaurant/ hawker center place was hot + suffocating ew. food was not bad though ^_^

hahaha lesbos woo.

2009-04-29T07:38:00.000-07:00

DAMN SHIT MAN MY BLOG POST IS GONE BECAUSE COMPUTER HANGED WL EH.
bitch!

too bad no more long wordy post already.

saw a baby blue car at the bus stop so cute! it has been a long time since i took bus home myself after training hm.

sabbs in 2 weeks i don't wanttttt ok maybe because no homework (ok will prolly have) + can slack hope i don't get into a tooo sucky sabb :/

2009-04-29T06:10:00.000-07:00

o.m.g.
sucks man my life so boring!!!!
how sia.
(hahaaha ahlian word of the week/day/month)

student official for csm tmr.
sounds so loser right somemore i'll be alone :((((
so left out :(((((

just felt like blogging.
bbz :8)

P/S. Huige u suck man can't believe you can be so bitchy!!!!!!

2009-04-23T06:43:00.000-07:00

unglam pics of jacquelyn teo with her freshly-cut-retarded-lookalike bangs hahahah.
(not that bad la actl)

and one more. have been sitting with huige the past few days :>

2009-04-21T07:52:00.000-07:00

14 alr cannot be so childish anymore ah ;-) heh heh. sorry haven't prepared your birthday present yet you'll get it soon! anyway, train hard as volleyball captain and good luck dealing with you know who hahaha. ohya and so sad couldn't make it for any of your matches :/ shall end here. the volleyball part was just.. cos i had nothing much to write hehhee.

and even though you like hairy, smelly, dirty guys, i still lurve you! ♥
:D

2009-04-16T06:19:00.000-07:00

i just bought a new phone!
i can't believe it!
all through church i was wondering if it was a dream.
ok that's lame but kindof true.
i'll miss my flip phone :( i'm not sick of it yet actually. how.
ahhhh x.x
new phone is sony erricson baby pink slide phone looks quite bimbo :/

i realise you can never be satisfied with what you have. sigh.

just showed parents my progress report lucky my mum couldn't/ didn't read what ZhangLaoShi wrote and my dad wasn't here at the mo else i'll be dead even though she's in a good mood.

2009-04-16T05:51:00.000-07:00

i love sparkling water it is damn nice. seriously!!

mini tubs of B&J's :D yummyyyy.

with the blocks so spread out i feel like it's just normal tests/quizes not blocks at all. hm i think everyone feels that way too?
couldn't find the stuff under my desk after blocks today. almost died cos there's tons of stuff under my desk! stupid jacq didn't tell me where my stuff was -,-

can't believe Huige wore coloured contacts to school!
she almost looked into ZhangLaoShi's eyes then she remembered she was wearing coloured contacts hahahahha.

training today was yay = slack. Jinru says that everytime she doesn't come for training then there'll be games when she comes then there won't be games O_O
sadddd.

i like these faces now: ^_^/ ^o^/ ~,~/ ~.~/ ^,^/ ^.^/ ^^/ x.x
hahahha so cute.

going for makeup training tmr and missing Celene's birthday celebration with Huige :(((( mega frowns. nvm we can go watch The Unborn hahahh.
maybe x.x

2009-04-01T06:49:00.001-07:00

i have been having many dreams lately..
today's one was about my phone. the back cover paint came off again and i was so sad and shocked and my dad was pissed. scary.

anyway, i cut my hair again but it's still not growing any faster.
:(
pathetic.

dad bought this inversion table that is supposed t hang you upside down (not literally hanging. there are straps i think.) it's damn coollll.

went out t study on sunday at starbucks the atmosphere is quite good!
plus weather was niceee.
ate at Alton's specialties at The Cathay.
the food was not bad, price was quite reasonable too.

(don't kill me please you two)

HAHAHAHHAA.

excited about
Good Friday's service
upcoming Y.E.S.
overnight prayer!!
i wna go for church camp.. hopefully in december.
:)

2009-04-01T06:49:00.000-07:00

damn it
i cant find the LA notes my cousin gave me!!! wlao.
and we totally failed today's LA presentation. i was totally shutting up cos i didnt know a shit abt what was going on.

geog blocks = die.
chem blocks = die.
kns!!!!

i shall not blog about the theft that happened in school bcos everyone has blogged about it alr by now :/
phew didnt get anyth stolen. i will totally jump down if i lost my phone again. bfore my parents kill me.

still havent showed parents my progress report. all zhang lao shi's fault la i hate himmmm.
and that red mark on the report. -,-

P/S. Jacquelynee, i'll help u find out abt Andrew Cheong ;-) HAHAA.

2009-03-23T05:25:00.001-07:00

Earth hour! :D

2009-03-23T05:25:00.000-07:00

so freaking funny man i saw it in the newspaper the day before.
HAHA.

2009-03-22T07:18:00.000-07:00

indivs are next week but i'm still not really feeling the stress/pressure/nervousness/anxiety!!!! why!!!! shit man this is so wrong. anyway JIAYOU NY!! (and HC)

last day of holidays is here it didn't even feel like it was holidays la. had to wake up early for school/cca thrice a week what kind of holiday is this you tell me?! wahlao geography blocks is justttt around the corner and i barely started on it :O only one topic cannot fail go Alina!!!
blocks are spread over 2/3 months this time round i don't know if it's a good or bad thing? but anyway more time to study (which = study for longer time = sian.) which is also a good or bad thing :/
why am i repeating myself? -,-

2009-03-15T08:01:00.000-07:00

I want a dogggggg.
please please please.
my birthday is coming soon heh ;)

visited Pet Safari the day before with sis and parents. the dogs are so cute i totally wanted to take them home :(
we stayed there for damn long the shop person was staring at us haha.

sprained my toe on saturday couldn't walk properly for two days it was so horrible!
luckily it's getting better now.
i thought i was going to die when i waited outside for my turn to see the chinese sinseh this morning. it was so freaky i had butterflies in my stomach and all.
but it wasn't so bad in the end phew.
the man was constantly talking to me/ my mum distract me from the pain probably? it kindof works actually.

waking up early 4 days in a week is so not what i expected the holidays to be!! 4/7 is way too much man, seriously.
:(

shall spam dog picturesssss
plus some other random animals.

P/S. Portia, the vids were so damn stupid and funny i was laughing my ass off all the way man.

2009-03-08T20:22:00.000-07:00

fought so horribly yesterday.
so disappointed in myself.
anyway congrats SINLIE, PORTIA, ELEEN, YONGQING for getting medals! good job :)
and the rest of us must train harderrrrrr for indivs.
:<

yayy it's raining the house is kindof dark but i love it anyways and construction work downstairs has stopped finally
it woke me up wahlao.

i realised that my internal body/mind alarm clock is at 1015-1030 i always wake up at that time.
actually i kindof like staying at home sometimes. haha and i finally packed my table because my mum was nagging like a crayz woman so i just packed it. it's super neat now but i forgot to take my pile of stuff from 3/6 class! :(
plus my jacket.

and i kindof miss camp. more like doing nothing except playing games and slacking and waiting for lunch/dinner/washing up to come. and lights out.

have dental today can't wait to change braces colour!
finally.

i love the radiooo <3

2009-03-06T03:47:00.000-08:00

just bathed after coming back from camp. i haven't felt this clean in so many days! ok just 3 days. but still.

this year's camp was so much slacker than last year's la. we had so much free time to do nothing. felt so lazy and lethargic.
but at least we weren't so tired at night :-) ate crayz load of snacks on the first night. thanks Huige ;-D
feel so bad Ulanda said i kept kicking her :O couldn't rlly sleep properly my stupid sleeping bag so little cushion one. SO jealous of those thick kind :-(
second night was AWSUM it was so cooling and Joey and i stayed up quite late listening to muttons to midnight lOao.
it was BURNING like crayz during telematch and the amazing race at chinese garden. quite fun i guess. :-/ it was the main part of camp anyw.

morning exercise + nanzhongquan is retarded -,-
idiotic Mrs Wong talked about crap for ultra long i was frigging dying of hunger.

time passed quite fast actl. i think sleeping in the classroom is kinda cool ;-)
and the food was ok. not as bad as i thought it would be.

another wordy post.
i prefer picturey post more leh.
have to get pics from other ppl cos my phone was sent for repair couldn't take pics :-((

"One in a million, once in a lifetime~"
AHAHAHA.

crapppp have to start on Geography and History soon.
& SIAs. am dyinggg.
:-( x2

2009-02-25T07:01:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! :D
(sorry don't really know how old you are :/)

was rushing out a card for dad when i came home.
we couldn't find any drawing block or coloured paper!
so patheticcccc.

anyway we managed to finish it and it's damn cute 8)

went to some restaurant called Mushroom Pot (chang2 shou4 wo1) at Orchard point (ulu place).
i love steamboat soups!! yummyyy.
and everything had mushrooms in it.
haha.

my dad is so cool man he has ppl sending him smses/ cards saying "hi boss" hahahaa.
he even got roses!
o,O

didn't really take much pictures cos camera was out of battery -,-

2009-02-23T05:47:00.000-08:00

my mum is such an ass.
she forgot my dad's birthday!!!!
like wth.

i want to go for church camppppp :(
can't go because it is during march hols/ must skip two trainings :( :(

2009-02-22T02:53:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PORTIA/ SINLIE! ♥

haven't given you two your presents yet :/ i have it with me okay!
hahah you are oldddddd.

i like navy blue now.
=8)

jacq and grace c came to my house to do chemistry SIA.
omg it was a total failure so disappointing/ pissing :(

we went to Ikea to eat after that (more like only me eating -,-)
the ice cream and food there is awesome!!
seriously.

pictures are super big because 1 size smaller on photobucket is too small alr :/

saw Elvin Ng in Taka!!!!! he is so much cuter in person omgggg. we were half stalking him. HAHA.

Breaking boundaries.
HAHAHA.

2009-02-16T18:53:00.000-08:00

i realise i like typing with dots.. and question marks?
haha.

my third earhole closed :( sadED. but it looked kinda gross anyway i don't even know why :( :(
realised that there wasn't any ear stick in it ytd and quickly put a new one back in. then i don't know why i took it out again or someth -,- then after tuition when i tried to put it in again it couldn't go in already and it was like bleeding.. :O
sad.

and somehow i am looking forward to tmr's training =8} first time in ages!
and sec ones need to learn uchikomi/nagekomi already..
it has been >4 trainings already!!!
slackerrrrssss.

Dad's birthday is next week!!!!!! why Feb so many ppl's birfday one :(
like sai la i'm broke until cannot broke already.
does that even make sense?
nevermindddddddd.

i like this face too: o.O/o,O
so cute la. haha.

this post is so long and word-y.
worm-y.
that reminds me.
my sunday school used to say this poem/rhyme:
nobody likes me
everybody hates me
i'm gna eat some worms

ahhahahahaha so cute!!! i think there's more to it but i forgot :/

omg have to get back geog already.
bbz.

2009-02-15T19:11:00.000-08:00

i just plucked my toenail out.
wanted to take a picture but decided that it'll be too gross already. haha.

3 more questions left for worksheet SE1 hate it when they're no answers wahlaooo. am getting super weird answers.
hate simultaneous equations like sai la.
and Mrs Phua's voice is FREAKING irritating!!!! OMG THERE'S MATH TMR. KANASAIIIIII. :(

must stick to 16> msges a day else will get killed by parents.
Singtel plans are so assholey la.

2009-02-14T14:50:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day! ♥

escaped shi-ai again today phew.
was so scary Sir called me then in the end it wasn't me!! omg so lucky laaaa. o
kay i know it sounds like i'm talking crap but i'm lazy to write out every single detail. will be training w Raffles next sat omgggg.
we will definately have shi-ai/ friendly match with them one la so scaryyyy.

i want to say THANKS to all those who gave me chocs/ sweets/ cookies :D ♥ (sorry for not giving you all anything heh.)

and yay i found my usb PORT (hahaah) so there will finally be pics!
Klala Kloh's birthday cake. it was kindof destroyed when we were trying to cut it so we just ate from the cake hahaha.
walking out of Jacq's house

results of being too sian in class.

not very yummy ):

P/S. Thanks for the flowers ♥

2009-02-05T20:48:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Klala Kloh! :)